Sunday, July 27, 2014

The Kingdom of Heaven is Downright Annoying




Therefore every scribe who has been trained for the kingdom of heaven is like a master of a house, who breaks open the expensive champagne and brings out the good china, as well as trying new recipes and sharing the latest gadgets and gizmos. Or, rather, being trained for the kingdom of heaven, the scribe holds nothing back from the guests, spares no expense to be a good host.

Has anyone here seen the film “Babette’s Feast”? It’s a beautiful story two sisters who have given up the idea of marriage to live with their father, who is a pastor, in a very remote village in Denmark, and their unexpected friendship. The wikipedia entry explains: “Babette appears at the[ sisters’] door. She carries only a letter [from one of the sister’s previous suitors], explaining that she is a refugee from counter-revolutionary bloodshed in Paris, and recommending her as a housekeeper. The sisters cannot afford to take Babette in, but she offers to work for free. Babette serves as their cook for the next 14 years, producing bland meals typical of the nature of the congregation. Her only link to her former life is a lottery ticket that a friend in Paris renews for her every year. One day, she wins the lottery of 10,000 francs. Instead of using the money to return to Paris and her lost lifestyle, she decides to spend it preparing a delicious dinner for the sisters and their small congregation on the occasion of the founding pastor's hundredth birthday.”

It’s a beautiful story, and the way that meal transforms the community is a delight to watch. Those villagers in 19th century Denmark are determined not to enjoy the meal, because it would simply be sinful, but among them is another surprise guest, a military officer, who is overflowing with praise for each and every appetizer, soup, main dish, desert, and drink, leading them through a little experience of the kingdom of heaven, opening their eyes to the gifts that are before them. Babette spent her entire self, gave of her previous life as a renowned chef at one of the best restaurants in Paris, and spent every last penny of the lottery winnings which would have paid for her return to France, in gratitude and love for this little austere village that chided her for using onion in the daily soup because it was too fancy.

The kingdom of heaven is like that.

This last week, my mother and sister drove in from Ohio with the remainder of the books I had stored in my parents’ basement, and it felt like I was finally all put back together again. All of this moving around, from college to seminary to Internship back to seminary to Massachusetts to New York, and I couldn’t cart my books around everywhere so I left them with my parents. You thought we had a lot of books at the tag sale. And even knowing that I already had all those books I nearly bought more there on Doug and Linda’s front lawn! But books are my history, my way of charting where (and who) I have been, as well as faithful fall-backs for when I need to answer a hard question and sort of remember the source of a conversation on the topic. If I didn’t have to eat and pay rent, I’d probably spend most of my paycheck on books... and on travel to see my best friend, where we’d swap books. So when I hear this parable about somebody finding a pearl of such immense value that they sell all they have to buy it, I imagine selling all of those books. All of that history. All of that proof that I’ve earned my degrees. All of those ways to escape for a day, or to remind myself of concepts I’ve studied and the people I studied them with. All of that impressive weight of education, that I’ve wrapped myself up in for so much of my life. 

If I did, though, sell everything to buy a single pearl, it would mean I’d travel a lot lighter, though. Not have to worry about storage or unpacking or theft or misplacing things. I’d be able to get on my bike and just go... or, actually, no. To sell everything means to sell everything, so I wouldn’t have my books or my bike or my car or my sleeping bag or my computer. I’d only have that pearl, and be otherwise completely dependent.

Jesus says the kingdom of heaven is like that.

Or consider mustard seeds, and leaven (yeast). Mustard might have been a small seed growing into a big plant for birds to nest in, but it was pretty much a weed. Invasive species. Wild mustard is one of the few weeds I learned to identify at camp in Pennsylvania. And when birds nest, they stick around. And when birds stick around, they poop all over the place.

Yeast is big in the news lately, for the rise of celiac disease and the popularity of gluten-free diets. If you’ve got an allergy, you know when there’s gluten in your food as soon as you eat it, right? Or at least pretty soon after. Ants will find it even if you’ve vacuumed and swept a dozen times. And it’s everywhere, like added sugar, or like glitter after a crafting party when you just can’t seem to clean all of it up and you keep finding bits of it in odd places for days, weeks, months afterward.

The kingdom of heaven is like that.

Jesus asks his disciples, “do you understand what I’m saying?” and they nod knowingly and say ‘yes.’ They’ve just had a string of parables explained to them, that we heard over the last couple of weeks here, so by now they’ve probably caught on to the general idea, right?

But here’s something else the kingdom of heaven is like.

It’s like leaving a little lump of bread dough in the fridge under a towel at night, and in the morning that little lump has expanded to spill over the edges of that bowl. It’s like dandelion seeds that kids just blow for fun, not knowing they’re going to plant dozens of weeds nobody wants. It’s like running the lawn mower over a mushroom to kill it, but releasing all of those delicious spores everywhere so you’ll have mushroom overpopulation next season. It’s also like those birds building their nests are unwashed, frightened children escaping violence to find asylum. It’s like Israelis and Palestinians who get together in groups of fours, fives, and sixes, to grieve together their loss of loved ones in a war that seems to have no solution. It’s like ex-gang members in Chicago stepping into violent neighborhoods to interrupt shootings before they happen. It’s like a few cans of Spaghetti-o’s, a jar of peanut-butter, some farm-fresh veggies, donated to a food pantry.

It’s like giving up all that we have to be part of something so much bigger it even takes our breath away.

The kingdom of heaven will destroy your comfort. It will disrupt your calm. It will make you do things you once thought were absolutely crazy and wasteful, selling all you have for the sake of buying a field full of hidden treasure.

Or maybe, maybe on that last one the parable has more than one meaning. I mean, of course it does. Parables are never direct in their meaning, there’s always another layer to them. Or two, or three, or five. Every time you hear or read a parable it’s going to hit you differently.

In any case, this other layer, this other, additional meaning... well, first, actually, let’s take a quick jump backwards into the Old Testament story about Solomon.

Solomon was the son of a king who had a beautiful relationship with God. He himself, however, took wives of other faiths, who led him to worship other gods on the high places. Solomon was the last king of the united northern and southern kingdoms of Israel. They split in two after Solomon, to be captured and conquered each half in their turn, thanks to Solomon’s un-faithfulness to the one God, Adonai. Knowing that he was following the leading of a great and well-loved king, who had many successes in his time, Solomon asked for wisdom to help him guide those people. To be a good leader. Which is a fine thing to ask, and God granted him not only wisdom but also all of the other trappings of a successful monarchy, the wealth and victories and such.

But wisdom did not save him. He was right in his humility to know he could not rule that many people well on his own. He was right in knowing he was a different king than the man he followed. He was right in many things, he made many good decisions, he was known far and wide for his wisdom. But wisdom was not enough.

“I am convinced,” writes Paul to the Romans, “that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” That means we cannot get away, no matter how hard we try to stand on our own. No matter how often we take the gifts of God and run off and forget the gift giver. No matter what gets thrown at us when we seek that pearl of great price. Because it is not a matter of our wisdom, learned or otherwise. It is not a matter of our successes or failures. It is not a matter of our ability to be ‘good Christians,’ of having the faith to sell everything and give to the poor. It is a matter of God’s ridiculous love pouring out into the world like the very water that makes this planet habitable. Like invasive weeds, like hidden gluten, like glitter, like sand after a vacation at the beach.

This other reading of that last parable, where the man sells everything he has to go and buy the pearl, can you picture how that last parable saves us? It is the Son of Man, Jesus Christ, who gives away all that he has, even to his final breath, to obtain us. The Son of God, Christ Jesus, who seeks us out, who throws out the fishing net and gathers us all together from the ends of the earth, all sorts, all sizes and shapes and colors and ages. It is the Immanuel, God-With-Us, who is the Kingdom of Heaven among us in the here and now, giving and giving and giving, over and over, all that we need, all that we share, all that draws us into deeper relationship and more challenging faith, shaking us up that we might shake off the things which keep us from living.

The Kingdom of heaven is invading. It looks like a scrap of bread and a sip of wine. It looks like a little parish of twenty or thirty on a Sunday. It looks like it’s just another annoyance to be swept away. But just you wait until it takes root and bears fruit. Just you wait until those birds build their nests. Just you wait until you find yourself by giving yourself away. Just you wait... or, rather, wait no longer, it has already started.


Thanks be to God.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Hope in the Rock

Isaiah 44:6-8 (English Standard Translation)
Thus says the LORD, the King of Israel and his Redeemer, the LORD of hosts: “I am the first and I am the last; besides me there is no god. Who is like me? Let him proclaim it. Let him declare and set it before me, since I appointed an ancient people. Let them declare what is to come, and what will happen. Fear not, nor be afraid; have I not told you from of old and declared it? And you are my witnesses! Is there a God besides me? There is no Rock, I know not any.

Romans 8:12-25 (English Standard Translation)
So then, brothers, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh. For if you live according to the flesh you will die, but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!”  The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children then heirs - heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him. For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that they whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.


God grant me patience, and I want it now!
Have you ever prayed that sort of a prayer? I guess it’s a better feeling than being impatient. A better feeling than worrying, or getting anxious about an outcome. A better feeling than hopelessness, even if it does imply some powerlessness.

For hope that is seen is not hope. Who hopes for what they see?When we say we hope for things, we get wrapped up in them, don’t we? Hoping our team wins the game. Hoping our kids get home before curfew. Hoping somebody might hire us sooner rather than later so we don’t have to worry about choosing between rent and groceries. We hope because we are invested.

But more importantly, we hope because we have a God who is faithful. What’s the point of hoping in something or someone who isn’t reliable? That’s not hoping, that’s wishing, and while fairy godmothers are helpful from time to time, they are not god.

Though hoping for things like promotions or winning a bet isn’t exactly hoping for more than fairy godmother wishes, either, is it? Because those things we would hope for are equally fleeting to Cinderella’s midnight escape from the ball. Those things are temporary, details in the wider, deeper, higher, longer plotline of our God's story.

See, the hoping we are wrapped up in isn’t limited just to our good fortune. Paul reminds the Romans today that the entire creation is crying out in child-birth labor-pains, along with the rest of us, near and far and now and then. We are hoping with all of time and space for the hope of all eternity, in which we are so wrapped up that from it, and from each other, there can be no separation.

It is why we pray for each other, this hope. It is why we reach beyond ourselves to feed the hungry, or to eradicate Malaria, or to build Habitat houses. It is the hope that prompts us to pain with our kindred in the Holy Land, because our hope is bigger than just ourselves here and now.

And the center of our hope, it is not escapism, it is not some rising above the sins and pains of the world to reach a more purified state. It is in fact centered in a God who has come among us in precisely the very flesh and blood that we tear apart in war, the very same flesh and blood that aches with heartbreak and hunger. The very same flesh and blood that rejoices in a beautiful day and shivers in a cold wind.

The whole of creation joins in hoping for the Incarnate God, whom we name Christ Jesus, to be our peace, our shalom-wholeness, and to widen always our understanding of who we are. Hoping for a world without fear. Hoping for every moment of true worship and God-given security, by the gift of God’s self for the world.

As ones who hope with patient longing, we trust that, in our powerlessness, God is enough, in our weakness God is strong, in our confusion and our missteps, God is loving and merciful, holy and mighty, forgiving, and renewing all of the life of the world. Even when it cost him his life, Jesus has come among us to be our life and our hope and our peace.


And just when we thought we understood the extend of our hope, when we thought it had all come to an end, Easter happened, and Pentecost, and the outcome of God’s hope just keeps growing, better and better, full of grace and truth, and with us to the end of the age.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Extravagant, wasteful farming

This morning's sermon was preached from an outline, pasted below. Sometimes less is more...

Firstly, the readings (click on the underlined bit and it will open a window with the text):
Isaiah 55:10-13
Romans 8:1-11
Matthew 13:1-9, 18-23


read Isaiah 55
isn’t it beautiful?
but wait, what about the soil?
reiterate the types in Matthew 13
too distracted, too shallow, too hard
yet the sower scatters freely and abundantly
what gets scattered?
Romans 8 - there is now no condemnation
none
nada
and the seeds that were eaten by birds will end up someplace, eventually
and the seeds that grew up quickly but were scorched will, over time, either feed cows
or line bird nests
and the seeds that were choked by weeds will eventually become soil
but even better still
the same sower who sows the seed all over the place
         (some would say, wastefully so)
     will plow the field, break up the hard-pack
dig up the rocks
take care of the weeds
and continue to plant seeds
(we are not the seeds)
our hearts are the soil
and God rains down all faithful promises upon us
whether or not we are ready to receive those promises
and God will continue to send forth the Word 
to cleanse our hearts 

to free our souls from those distractions that would keep us from depth of life
        to grow in us a harvest which we could never expect on our own


Sunday, July 6, 2014

American Dream? God's Dream.


The more things change, the more history repeats itself. Jesus could very well have the same words for us today that he did back then: What is this generation like? It is like schoolyard bullies saying: We played the flute for you and you did not dance, we played a funeral hymn and you did not cry. We wanted you to feel guilty and let us get away with murder. We wanted you to be happy and ignore the ones in pain. We wanted you to like us best because we were afraid to be left alone. We wanted to make you feel the way we feel and you did not. 

Manipulation seems to be the name of the game these days. Figuring out the rules to our advantage. We’ve been playing this game so long we don’t know how to stop. From crying our way out of a speeding ticket to those little white lies that get the boss to cut us some slack when he catches us watching cat videos at work, we even have entire TV shows dedicated to figuring out everyone’s tricks for lying, and we know what Bible verses to call on to prove our own point in whatever argument we’re in. But this game leaves us dead in two ways: either always on watch so we’re not caught in our lies, or we’re afraid of trusting anyone lest we seem gullible. 

Because you saw John the Baptizer and he was so strict you said he was possessed with a demon. But then Jesus came along and seemed to enjoy eating and drinking with people, so you called him a sinner. Make up your mind! What do you want? A prophet who fasts or a prophet who lives with the people? We want the one we do not have and get upset with the change even when it’s what we seemed to ask for. When we have a Republican President we want a Democrat, and when we have a Democrat, we want a Republican, as long as we have someone to blame. And I’m just talking about basic human nature, here. Take it for what you will, it seems we are always struggling to keep up and make everybody happy. Or sad. You know, whatever gets us what we want. Even when the only argument is ‘the ends justify the means.’

There’s this great movie my family watches every 4th of July. It’s a musical called 1776. I’ve nearly got the entire thing memorized. It was where I learned my first dirty jokes, it was where I learned the names of men like John Dickinson and Mister Livingston, it was where I learned how much the north was involved in profiting from the slave trade even if we did not own slaves up here. “Molasses to rum to slaves.” It was my first real introduction to the idea of war, when the young messenger sat down and sang about his two friends who he saw killed ‘on the very same day. And it was at Lexington, too.’ 

When I first heard of the American Dream, most clearly heard it, was from the mouth of Benjamin Franklin as he told John Dickinson of Pennsylvania ‘we’ve spawned a new nationality here. Rougher, simpler, more enterprising, less refined. We require a new nation.’ And the most important thing, from the mouth of Abigail Adams, reminding John of himself: “Commitment, Abby. There are two people of value in this world: those with a commitment, and those who require the commitment of others.”

Which is where that story connects with today’s Gospel. Commitment. We are committed, more often than not, primarily to ourselves. To our survival. To our culture. To our prosperity. We are so committed to ourselves that we have turned against one another, or away from each other. And we do it in the name of freedom. We must protect ourselves from extremists, but only the ones who wear the hijab and pray facing Mecca. We must protect our religious freedoms, but only to the point of keeping birth control away from women, and not as far as housing the homeless. We can’t let the immigrants in, lest they stay, but we certainly can’t return land or respect to the Native tribes who were here generations before Christopher Columbus ever landed. All in the name of our freedom. And whichever side of any of those arguments you find yourself on, are we free to our own opinions or only free to all think the same?

Freedom, the ideals Jefferson put down in that declaration, seems to work far better on paper than in practice, even after all of the arguing congress did over the words in the draft document. But there is a bigger freedom than even the freedom our first colonial congress argued about. Bigger than that great independence John Adams shouted about.

I do believe Abigail Adams was on to something when she reminded John of the importance of commitment. We’re just mis-directed in our commitment. The power and freedom to have commitment in the first place comes from a God who is committed to us. One hundred percent. Our commitment to others is based on the freedom that comes from no longer needing to play into the game that will get us ahead of the game. It is a freedom which extends into the entire world. Yes, we have been singing a lot of “God Bless America” this weekend, and we certainly need God’s blessing. But God also bless the Afghan and the Indian. God bless the Turk and the Romanian. God bless the Jew and the Slovakian and the Korean and the Palestinian and the German and the Croatian and whoever it was who beat us at the World Cup, and God bless the enemy and God bless the friend, because without God’s blessing how will anyone know God’s love, and without knowing God’s love, how will anyone live in God’s promised peace that passes all our understanding?

God bless us all with the yoke of Christ, the burden of love, the lightness of freedom, the faith of a child who knows his own scraped knee hurts just as much as his friend’s and that his friend’s happiness can also be his if he chooses the empathy to share the celebration. 

We do not have to protect ourselves from anyone anymore, because we are resurrection people. We do not have to prove ourselves to anyone, because we are God’s own people. We do not have to be committed to our own survival or prosperity, because God’s Kingdom of wholeness is here among us. God has taken our heavy burden of self-sufficiency and replaced it with light, with love, with the only true freedom that is our security in Christ.


It is contrary to the American dream, I know. Whether the next big thing comes by entitlement or a solid work ethic, even the American dream is not as big as God’s dream. There is no manipulation here, it’s not our game to win or lose because God has already won it for us. And we can trust that God who has spent all of history, even longer than we’ve had history, in loving us. Loving us regardless of the ways we are less than we were made to be, regardless of the ways we climb the ladder and leave each other behind, regardless of the ways we’ve been left behind, regardless of the games we play. God has broken that old game, yoked us to Christ, yokes us to one another, in this community of faith and love - where we are free to be ourselves, free to think differently from each other, free to speak differently and look different and still be welcomed to the very same table that has been feeding us all around the world for two millennia.  At this Table we are interconnected, we are interdependent, we are truly free.